I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

hey peeps......i feel bad right now.........i just ruined dad's new sofa, REALLY SORRY!!!!! my ink accidentally smudged a surface.......REALLY REALLY sorry!!!!!! dunno whether he's angry but i bet he is....i said sorry like nine times and he just kept quiet but i can see that his face changed when i told him that my ink was permanently there.......once more SORRRRRYYYYYYYY!!!
okay.....just to cheer myself up.....just now when my whole family went to City Hall...guess who i saw!!!?? A boy who i like!!! Don't want to mention his name though........i've known him since primary sch........I think i melt when i saw him.....he's kinda different compared to other boys i have to say.......his not in my class this year but he's still in sec 2 but just not in my class. DON"T think that i'm thinkin' bout boys too much cos I DON'T. Just wanna get that straight.......AND I"M SOOO NOT AFRAID OF ROUND BOUNCY CIRCULAR OBJECTS WHICH IS CALLED BALLS......my 2 best frens thought that i'm afraid of balls.......PUH-LEESE.....if u guys think that then okayyyy....fine by me. I"m not mad or anythin' but i'm just NOT afraid of balls..............just the chances that it would hit me!