I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

hey peeps...i'm postponing my guitar lessons to weekends, so that i can start at around morning and get this, i'm only at Lesson Three! oh well! at least i'm learning. My sis and i are considering buying a second-hand guitar since we don't have enough to buy a brand new one but a new guitar only cost like $300 max i think, dunno actually.

On the 24th of May, I have to go to this leadership course in school.....MAN! i hate these things...i better just stay in class do nothin' then go this workshop....but on the other hand it might be fun, considering the activities...i think. Have to pay $30 thru my edusave. The course is only for monitors, monitresses and prefects....but still i bet it's a bore. Not totally though. The monitor of my class is thinkin' of 'cabut' but i wanna too since there's gonna be no one i know without him...well, i guess i gotta go to this damn course myself then considering it's gonna be school day and i'll be excused for my normal lessons. But STILL..LOL..well, no choice but to go since it's compulsary.