I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

hey!!!...today was okay i guess, nothin special. Yesterday on the other hand, is quite intrestin'...we (my friends) had this war thing going on with the boys in the class, this 'war' involves paper balls, which it really quite ironic, think of it as dodgeball. It all started with Justin, he was throwing these paper balls at people and guess what? i became the target......pathetic isn't it? I was sooooo into the magazine i was reading then Bam! i got hit directly on my forehead...at the spur of the moment, i said something which i should not....well, it's the first vulgar word i said to them. and they keep on repeating it!!...don't worry it's just the word 'Sh*t' .

Well, i did the reponsible thing.........i throw it back at him!!...that's how it originated (LOL...). It was quite fun actually well, set aside the fact that i got squashed like an insect.....hilarious isn't it? Well, that was my day.
hey....sorry for not updatin' much.....was busy with camp, tests, school.....more school, it's quite hard to keep up these days. Camp was okay...i guess. Anyway, i found out something about myself today.......well, about boys actually. I was in Long John Silver's and there were loads of malay & chinese guys.......the thing i realized is that, i tend to look at chinese guys more compared to malay. c'mon...it's quite normal my age to look at guys but SOOOO NOT in an obsessive way or anythin'. So i discovered that i prefer chinese or any other kind of race at that matter as long as it's not malay. I know....it's pathetic but hey! that's what i discovered. Okay, i guess i'll stop now.
hey....i''m at school right now. well, i'm supposed to do my english blog right now but i kinda finished the latest assignment...so i guess i'll just surf the web. After this period it's languages which is mother tongue, i'm really nervous as i guess we'll be getting our common test back. I dunno if i would as least get a passing mark but i hope so....if i fail, i won't be surprised. My MT marks has been dropping recently but my english on the other hand is stable....i guess i chose english over my malay. My english is quite good, i have to say, i guess it's the result of reading english books......i mostly read english books...okay, okay, i admit ALL i read are english books. Now my malay grades are dropping lower than low. I have to buck up....streaming are coming and i can't afford to fail any of them..................i guess i'll stop. ciao!
U HAVE NO IDEA HOW EMBARRASSING TODAY WAS!!!!!!!! u know what i did this morning?...well, i went to school today...yup, went to school... thinkin' that today was a school day which as a matter of fact, is soooo not!!!..i mean it was the most embarrassing day i have ever had!!!......i bet guys are laughin' your heads off right now......right?!.....LOL...have to admit, it is quite hilarious ain't it?....i was laughin at the loo just now, thinkin' about it...well, at least i'm at home right now. Anyway, for breakfast i'm eatin' a Grilled Chicken Sandwich & drinking Iced Choc.......it's really nice. Well, i g2g.....i have to do my 5th assignment for my eng blog. Don't forget to visit okay it's http://unnoticed-unknown.blogspot.com.