I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

Guess what? I got the top 5 lead roles in the school musical!! YAY!!
Which now means that i have to work extra hard to try to get into character..

Last Friday, during one of the workshops about the musical, we received the script & get to know those that will be the character. When i saw my name beside the top 5 leads, my heart did a big jump.

So many questions went through my head. Will I be good enough for this character? Will i be what the instructor expects? Not to mention i have to sing onstage.

In my mind, i know that i will do good & will concentrate hard on being the character everyone expects.

We did a go-through with the script which means that we just have to read our lines & see how long the muiscal will take.

The instructor said that he likes me as the character & i guess that calms me down a bit.