I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

Absent from school today.

I had a bad cold yesterday when i came to school, i bet it was obvious because of my voice.
I sounded like a chipmunk.
Now i'm feeling much better.

I was sooo soo scared of the hygiene of my cupcakes that i washed my hands
like twice for just one pan of cupcakes.
Now i'm just scared that it'll taste like soap.
But i can assure you, it's totally fine.
I ate one myself & it taste like any ordinary cupcake.
Thank God!

I kinda like the feeling you get when you're baking.
Nervousness that it might not taste good,
& victory when it does.

Also, the feeling of dough on your hands,
sticky yet nice to touch.

When the pan was in the oven, i was so restless.
I just had to take constant peeks into the oven.
Guess what? By the end of it, my feet were aching.

However, In the end, it will not come out perfect but it will always taste
satisfactory.

The frosting part is what i enjoy the most.
Carefully placing the frosting on top & making it even so that it's
symmetrical.
Then sprinkling it with oreo bits & hundreds & thousands
making it look pleasant to the eye.

Hehe, do i have what it takes to be a Pastry Chef?
Gah, I WISH!
I need more experience.

Till the next update, i don't know what to wear!!
Janne!