I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

Had a performance today.
& believe me when i say this, it's less than pleasing.
Well, to put it in simple terms, it was just simply embarrassing.

For one thing, 'my' cage was unstable.
( Note the Italic and the 'quotes' )
It wasn't mine actually, during the real performance in ACS Barker,
the cages were tagged with our names.
This time there weren't any so i took the one that suited me but too
bad, it didn't.
& it decided to show during the performance.
Thats great isn't it?
LOL

The second thing is that part of my costume fell down.
No biggie there.

I was so pre-occupied with all this problems that i forgot
my. first. line.
Gosh, pathetic isn't it??
Ah, i hope that memory won't last.
Believe me, it was humiliating.
I bet everyone hates to be humiliated.

After that we kinda had an "After Party"
but due to me having an A.Math test after that, i couldn't attend it.
BUT!
I did ask Ms Chua if she's kind enough to leave me some pizzas.
Hehe, & guess what?
She gave me the extras.
3 slices of Pizza, 2 Chicken Wings & these fish chunks thingy.
LOL
Yummmmm My!
XD

At around 3.30, me & my besties went to Queensway to collect the class jerseys.
Finally!
LOL, the design is created by our classmate, Syairah.
[ Props to you ya!! <3 ]
& the back part was contributed by yours truly.
Hehe, & all those inspirations we had while in QW surveying.
XD

We headed home & sat at Mc, well, just me & Siti that is.
We waited for some of our classmates to collect their respective jerseys.
Only some came though.
Oh well, might as well just bring it to school on Tuesday.
Yup, & that concludes my day today.
=DD

Till the next update, cupcakes are soooooo ON........ after 'O's.
LOL!
Janne!
Otousan's company had Family Day cum Fathers' Day at Jurong Bird Park.

Yup, had quite a fun time.
I soo wanted to paint eggs but too bad i'm over-aged.
LOL!
There was 2 categories, 6 - 10 & 11 - 12...
Hehe, so it's considered that i'm over-aged.
LOL!
Imagine that.


I'll post some pics! (They're small though, just click to make it big! XD )



Those are the upper level, where we had lunch.
Nice aye? It's called The Lake View Room.



Yup, & it's called that because you can see that lake from there.
filled with Flamingos..
LOL!


The swirly staircase that leads downstairs where they was entertainment.


Entertainment! LOL
Can't see though, too much heads... XD


Me & Unnie-chan! =D

Food there was great too!
Mee Siam, Satay, & the good thing about that is all of 'em were free!
LOL
XD

Guess thats all worth sharing.
=D
I'll stop here ya!
Till then, homework still not finished!!
AISH!
LOL
Janne.

Finished about two fifths of my homework.
Quite alot more to finish up in a week...
It's like we have so little time for recreation & shopping or whatnot.
XD

Next week have to meet up with Amirah, Wei Ling & Germaine for the History project thing.

& to top it all off, i haven't even looked through the CD teach gave me.

& i have to go all the way to Queensway to collect those freakin' shirts...

& i still have Bio, Chem, Math & SRA to be completed.

& my first 2 weeks of my June month has been consumed by Art Camp & extra lessons...

& sometime next week i'm going out shopping with Siti!!

Yippeee......



XD
What? A girl can't take a break?
LOL!




I finally, completed my painting.
Wanna see?
LOL
Here it is! :


Oh & i discovered a new Korean band..
Ah, they are like freaking GORGEOUS!
XDD
& they are not like any other boybands.
.
..
...
....
Intruments yo!
They play instruments.
A vocalist, 2 Guitarist, a bass player & a drummer.

Tell me that ain't different.

The bands i know these days are like the acapella & dancing type.
They are literally a BAND.
LOL!
Ya get what i mean right?



Well, they are called F.T Island.
Hehe, those who have my msn might know....
*hint* *hint*

Yup & i am soooo digging their music.
It's like the best album i've heard!
I know, sounds over the top but to me it is.
LOL!
Gah, HAVE TO GET MY HANDS ON THEIR ALBUM!!

Planning to buy their album when i go out with Siti,
i hope HMV has them.
If not then i just have to order them online.

Oh & did i mention the boys' are barely 18 years old.
Okay, 3 of them are 18 but that is considered young to me.
XD
Intro?....LOL



Guess what, i'm given three different names...
Check these out :

Nurisah <- Malay name
Arisa <- Jap name

& last but not least

Nerissa <- English name

That name is said & spelt by Mr James.
Thank you Mr James for giving me that name....
XD
Sounds nice.
Hehe
I kinda hate people making fun of me.
I mean there's this saying that goes:
''Treat people the way you want to be treated"
& believe me, it ain't going anywhere in my life.

I have always treated my friends with respect but i guess
the reply is just these pesky words that doesn't do you any good.
Actually, more to the worst side.

I have never questioned anyone for their behaviour, the way they speak,
they way they act. I just accept them as they are.
But i guess most people aren't like me.
It's kinda sad really.........

All of us are born in this world pure & innocent,
it's the environment that 'pollutes' our mind.
We see what we like, & we try to become them.
Take me for example;

I absolutely ADORE Harry Potter,
& i love their British accent.
Is there a wrong in adopting that?
The way i speak English is nowhere near from what a typical Singaporean would
talk in.
It's hard to comprehend why people would want me to speak in that manner.
But in order to 'fit in', i guess i have no choice.

Well, when you think more about it,
i DO have a choice.
It's either i just act the way i feel comfortable in or
act & speak where it's accepted by my friends.

What do you think?