Monday, January 07, 2008 @ 2:46 PM
Your eyes can't hide what your lips won't say.
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He was there. Just standing.
I have never thought that this day would come.
Even if it did, i didn't expect it to be this soon.
I had mixed feelings.
The moment i realised it was him, i wanted to run up & embrace him.
However, a part of me just wanted to walk away.
Torn between these two emotions,
i just stood there, rooted to the ground.
My eyes were fixed on him.
He looked quite the same as before.
The straight slender nose & the small slit eyes
covered by those black-rimmed glasses.
I reminisce the memory of those same glasses on me.
The feeling of nostalgia sweeped across as i recalled
that bittersweet moment.
My vision became blurred,
i felt tears run down my cheeks.
Flashbacks of all those memories i have tried so hard to forget
has now came back to the frame of my mind.
It's no use now.
No matter how hard i try to bury those emotions,
it just seem to be beyond me.
I twinge at the thought of going back to how i was.
Overwhelmed by these feelings, i stumbled & fell.
I was prepared for the impact & closed my eyes.
The next thing i know, his arms were around me.
It happened so fast, i didn't know how to react.
Avoiding his eyes, i looked away.
Fearing that when i do, i won't see myself.
I wanted to push him away & slap him.
After all he had put me through,
that was what he deserved from me.
However, i couldn't bring myself to do such a thing.
Instead, i pushed him & simply walked away.
Only one word can describe what i have become: Pathetic.
A hand grabbed my wrist.
I turned back & said
"Just let me go."
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