I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

Note - This is a fangirl post, i repeat a fangirl post
Those only who have time to kill may read. LOL.

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ONEW!

omgah!! *spazzspazzspazzspazzspazz*

This totally killed me! He sounds beautiful!!
& he doesn't have much of an accent for his english.
How good & adorable can this boy get?!
& i cannot believe he didn't get picked by ANY noona thus far.
He's talented, adorable, funny, has a gorgeous smile...
Seriously,idon'tgetit.

Hun, i really do hope you'll get picked soon.
I hope it remains this way so theres more of him for me. XD

I guess not all girls has the same effect that i get from him.
honestlyjonghyunhasthesameeffectaswell.
His smile is contagious, it makes ME smile.
& his Onew Sangteh.....
Gahhh, he's beyond dorkalicious!

Me: Onew, saranghae!
Onew: Noudu saranghae. XD

& you know whats funny?
Sometimes when i watch him, i'd go like
"Why? Why Onew? Why are you doing this to me?!"
LOL!
Ya, i know i'm a weird fangirl.

Ah, & his tongue biting thing at the end....
Gosh, i think i can die happy right now.
LOL!!

Okay end of fangirl post.
Sorry just couldn't help it.
I blame Onew for making me this way.

Till then,
don't want us to fall through the cracks
of a broken heart.

Ja ne!

3-day F1 SingaporeGP Attachment

It was such a fun experience.
Met some really nice people from TP & also, fellow schoolmates.
Gosh, it's like we really bonded throughout the 3 days.
Miss them already. LOL.

My job was actually to clear the drinks & plates,
but turned out, most of us were universal.
I served drinks, clear the plates & glasses,
replenish the cutleries, help out in the bar...
Learned alot, like how to open a bottle of wine/champagne,
how to pour, how to hold the bottle......
haha, you get the picture.

There was one exceptionally 'strange' experience.
A guest, whom i think was caucasion gestered me to come to his table,
to think he wanted more drinks i came up to him.
Then he was like looking at my name tag, & another younger guest who was with him
pronounced my name, quite fluently i might add.
He asked me if i was muslim & i said yes.
He then told the younger guest to go marry me because he needed
more discipline.
Haha, i seriously think he had a tad bit too much champagne to drink.

I think he has this mindset that most muslim fathers were strict.
So he asked me if my dad was strict, i said my mum was the strict one.
Then we just chatted about some random stuff.
He asked me if there was any good clubs,
i said i don't exactly go clubbing so i wouldn't know.
He asked me for my age & the legal age here to go clubbing.
Then he said, which is quite funny, that he'll bring me to one & told the bouncers
that i was 18 instead of 17.
LOL!&hetoldmethatiwasaprettyyoungwoman.

Gosh, what an interesting chat, no?
That was the only incident that i remembered so far,
cos it doesn't happen everyday.

The people i've meet were Pearlyn, Haziq, Natalie, Aderyl, Azila, Krisha,
Eugene, Jason, Mingyong, Sharlyn, Sook Yuen....
& the list goes on.
But those were the ones i was close with since most were allocated
at the same side of the first level.
& all of us would like go to the stewarding side to eat the leftovers,
before they throw it all out.
I really enjoyed the pastries.
Haha, there were durian puffs, chocolate mousse, fruits, cakes.
Ahhhh, i was eyeing the durian puffs since the start of the day
& i only got to eat like 2 of them.
LOL.
Credits to Haziq for stealing one for me. Thanks darling! =D

Don'ttellmymum,but itook3sipsofchampagne&asipofwhitewine.
The aftertaste is better than the taste itself in your mouth.
I'm such a bad girl. XD

Fasting is going to end soon,
& i'm not even that looking forward to Hari Raye.
More like Whiney practices. LOL!
Every thursday baby!
& FB dance exam this coming friday.
Chiong ahhhhh.
Fresto Ritz. =DD

Thats all worth blogging.
Till then, u got the wrong number, so don't call me no more.

Ja ne!

Holidays have been filled with dance these few days.
FB Exam on the 26th
& FB Production later on in the end of the year.

Can't say that i'm complaining,
cos dance is a big part of my life.
But i guess in a way, too much of one thing can be
good & bad at the same time.
LOL.

& watched SHINee's Mnet Reality Show episode 8.
MinHo got chosen,
now only left with Onew who haven't been chosen by any noona.
Don't worry honey, i'll choose you any day, in a heartbeat. XD

Haven't been making any new pieces of Art.
Deprived of it since dance seems to be taking over.
I'm thinking of making one of Onew,
but Jonghyun's pics are super hot that its making me lean more to him.

I'll make one soon perhaps ya?
Do look forward to it. XD

Well, thats about it worth blogging.
Till then, Jonghyun Onew Jonghyun Onew Jongnew, saranghae!
LOL, much?

Ja ne!

Lee Jinki aka Onew
Credits: SM 샤이니 ★ SHINee

Sometimes i wonder when am i going to meet my perfect guy.
Seriously, i bet every girl who are single at this age
are thinking along the same lines.
Eventhough some are too busy with their own stuff,
there has to be at one point where this
question would pop out.

I guess it's just the feeling of being wanted & being taken
care of by someone else rather than family.
Thats how i perceive relationships.
It is true that we don't exactly need someone else to make
us happy.
But the feelings when we do, is just so different
that everyone can't help but to seek for 'the one'.

For me, i seek solace on my korean boybands.
Hahaha, i know, weird.
First it was Dong Bang, then FTI, now its SHINee.
& all of them have something in common,
they're dorks.

Yes, i am attracted to dorks.
I see them really fun.
Just watching them makes me feel entertained.
LOL. Imagine that.

Especially SHINee's Ondubu/Sundubu Onew.
Gah, the boy is gorgeous beyond words,
inclusive of a killer smile. XD
& yes, he does act like a dork.
Onew Sangteh, ftw.

Something for the girls:

I just want that one guy who will make everything seem right,
When he asks me “What's wrong?”
And I say “It’s a long story.”
He’ll be like “Babe, I got all night.”
I find it really sweet.
Credits to Photobucket.

Gosh, i think this is the first time where my post
is about love.
I have never felt comfortable blogging about it,
but i guess i just feel like it.
=D
So why not, no?

Well, thats about it beautiful readers.
Till then, guyswithlonglashesaren'tthatbad. lol

Ja ne!

An Arisa OriginalTarot Card: The UndecidedPencil/ charcoal/ pen on sketch paper.

Yes, boredom has driven me to design tarot cards,
& why not right?
It's not like theres others things i can do.


Analysis on Card I - The Undecided:
The card is split into night & day
with an ancient lion-shaped door knob on the top.
The tree represent that the situation is not moving,
in other words, it stays stationary between night & day.

The door knob, on the other hand,
shows that there are 2 choices in the situation.
One, is to knock, thus opening the door to a decision.
& the other is to not knock, stay stationary & undecided,
hence, the title.

Whoa, okay that totally reminded me of English essays
back in Secondary school.
LOL.

Watched 4bia with YY & Cis the other day.
The movie scared the living daylights out of me.
Haha, it was fun!
I just love the thrill of being scared.
LOL.
& the funny part was that when there was a scary scene,
i wouldn't be screaming, i'll be laughing.
LOL. Okay, i'm weird.
Moreeeee horror movies please. XD

The family broke fast at this Sundanese restaurant.
Then had waffles at My Waffle House @ MPG that i've been
craving for since god knows when.
Bought Rocky Road Waffle-wich.
Seriously, you guys should try it out.
Super crispy.

Okay, the part after this is a not-compulsory read
for readers of my blog, you can go right ahead & skip this part.

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Okay this is the first time i've experienced it.
I walked by & made 3 guys turn their heads.
Seriously, 3! & consecutively.
Hahahaha
I just had to put that in
consideringit'sveryinteresting&neverhappenedbefore. XD
End of the 'not-compulsory' read part.
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Well, i guess that all for this week's entry.
Till then, Onew oppa, noumu kiopta.

Ja ne!