I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

This is intensely epic!

"One day, i want to gather up courage & confess to you.
Noona, at least, treasure the moments we had together.
In my heart, i was really happy.
Really...
Noona, saranghae." - Jaejin
I want a yunhanam! XD

I find it interesting how FTI's music videos
doesn't have a happy ending.
& i observe that most of them involves
them pretty boys getting beaten up.
Haha, typical?
& & the girls in the videos are all
....useless. (as commented in YT)
LOL! No offence.

GDO today was cancelled,
due to some unforeseen circumstances.
Haha.
Irah, get well soon! =D <3
Fad & Itis did ask me out just to hang,
but i was too tired.
LOL.
Sorry gfs!
LOVE YOU! <3
*looks around* Did that work?

I finally had time to update myself on k-pop.
Especially SHINee, FTI & WG.
Hehe, spazzed over Onew last night.
Gosh the boy is adorable beyond words!
Okay, i've said that. LOL.
Don't worry lovee, you'll always be adorable to me. =D

Alright, another short update.
I really should be studying,
seems like i'm procrastinating, no?
LOL.
Ah, heck.

Till then,
Noona, noumu yeoppo?

Holybeefjerky!

I dreamt about FTI today.
One word: Weird.

It seems in the dream that i'm close to them,
cos i went to meet them after this fashion show.
I didn't see Wonbin & Jaejin though,
but the best thing was that
Jonghun & Hongki came & hugged me when i saw them.
Haha, Minhwan just waved at me.

O.O.M.G

When i woke up, i was all smiles.
=D
& it was a miracle that i remember.
Usually i don't remember my dreams, just parts of them
but thank god i remembered this.

This is so worth remembering. XD
Okay, i should stop using that word now.

Ah talking about K-pop,
i saw this video on allkpop
about this Korean DJ working in Singapore.
I think i saw Ama, Shid's friend in it.
Haha. I guess this should be the one Shid was blogging about.
Very interesting.

Its Christmas Eve now.
I find it really weird how i get excited when Christmas comes,
& i feel nothing when Hari Raya was here.
Now i'm thinking about that story Fad told me.
Okay scary. Period.

For what it's worth, Happy Christmas!!
to those celebrating it!
Get loads of presents ya! lol

Just a short entry.
Till then, randomnesslamenessplusadashofsadist,
get use to it lovee.
*laughs hysterically*


SHINee jjang! =D


Dance,
plays a huge part of my life.

I remembered in primary school
i 'auditioned' for a spot in Teachers' Day concert,
& screwed up badly cause the choreography sucked big time was bad.
Eventhough i failed didn't get through,
i tried again for like 3 times?
for the next consecutive years.

Yes, & that was how i realised how true
the phrase above is.
I didn't care how bad i screwed up,
i just wanted to dance.

I was more active in drama during secondary school days
as compared to dance.
But look at me now,
i'm back to my roots. XD

I am so glad i'm in Foreign Bodies right now,
i've meet so many great & dope people.
Just looking at them makes me want to improve.
=D

You can say i'm quite ambitious,
at some point in my life,
i'd be like i want to go to an 'Art School' *nods head*,
then later i'd go 'Dance School?' *ooooooo*
how bout 'Culinary School?' *imagines cupcakes*
Haha, its interesting how i'm in NYP's Business School right now.
2 words: No link.

Post-production Celebrating tomorrow! =D
I really hope Styling Session isn't freestyling.
I can't freestyle for nuts.
I mean, i can
.
..
...
with added practice & effort.
LOL.

Shall stop here.
Till the next update,
whyamilikethis?


Whiney-ians will & always be loved. =D
I look retarded.


Haha, *points* girlfriend's butt.


Spoof -
"Don'tchawishyourgirlfriend was. Hot. Like. Me" - Arisa
*stares*
*shakes hands & head hysterically* - Weimeng
SCANDALOUS! XDD
Lovee, don't hate me. *takes cover*


RQ: Hehe, i look dopeeeee.
SJ: I LOOK EVEN DOPER.
Ysabel: Hmmmph.
Me: *shakes head*


Hehe, our costumes are hot.
DON'T YOU DARE DENY THAT.


Backstage! Crazy people = <3.


Cynthia's dad baked this.
O.M.G
& its delisiousssss!


The card we gave to Nuh. Credits to Rongxing. =D
He was this close to crying when he read it.
We'll miss him so much!!! ='(

Last but not least,

I have now graduated from University of Whiney.
but i don't want to graduate!*whines*


FB Production was great!
I had so much fun being all retarded but hot.
LOL!

Sad how good things will eventually come to an end,
& it has. *sniffsniff*

Its alright.
We'll have a gathering soooon! =D

Ah & i like to thank these people,
Fad, Siti & Irah gfs, Wan <3 Ahmad =D Family! Xiao Lun Farisa
who came to watch the production.
except for Irah, but i know she's supporting me mentally. LOL
=DD

Its great to have the support of people.
It makes you want to improve.

Well i guess for this post, i let the pics do the talking.

Till then, isohavetocatchuponschoolnow.

Ja ne!


Credits: If this happens to be your work, do tag & i'll credit you alright. =D


I find it really sad.
I come back home late almost everyday because of practice,
& yet she still doesn't realise how hard i'm preparing for my performance.

I mean, i return home late at night,
reeking of sweat
& she still can say to me that i went out somewhere else.

Oh, what trust she has given me.

...
..
.
NOT.

Sometimes i question her parenting skills.

It would be nice to come back home
without going through the many nags
about things we know isn't true.
Argh, mothers.

BUT!

Hehe, at least she does ask me 'You wanna eat?'
most of times when i come back late.
So i love her for that. XD
=D

Now its only 6 days till the Production day.
Next week will be packed with rehearsals.
Me likey.

Honestly, the Auditorium stage is smaller than i expected.
We did blocking & i am standing at the effing front for Whiney.
Like, WTH.
But its alright, i'll do my best to show the dope side of me.
XD

I have a Speech Outline & Stats ICA to complete prior to next week,
i am so gonna hoping to finish them by this weekend
or even Hari Raya Haji.
Yes, confidence people.

Well, i'mma stop here.
Till then,
Lovee, have faith in what you can & will achieve.
You might not believe in yourself,
but others do. =]

Ja ne!