I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

doodledoodledoodledoodle =D

2008 has come & gone.
Fast, isn't it?
Well, perhaps to some.

It seems like as though it was just yesterday
i completed my 'O' Levels.
& now, a year have passed.
It won't take long before i'll be in
my second year in NYP.
Gosh, how time flies...

Haha, i bet most would be doing this kinda thing.
Posting about what they did in the past year &
what they want & hope to do in this present year.
& i ain't different. LOL.

2008. .
Well, what can i say?
Eventful?
.
..
...
Yes, definately.

The year where i'm out of classrooms
& shoved into tutorial rooms & lecture halls.
It took quite some time to get use to.
No more uniforms;
which i was actually looking forward to, but now
it feels like its just a chore to pick out new outfits.
Especially when you're a girl.
No more having teachers' breathing at the back of your neck;
haha, if you get my point.
Well, basically, its just more freedom
as compared to my 10. long. years. in government schools.

The year where i grew ambitious.
....insecure & perhaps alittle scared.
When you go from a girl
who didn't know better about planning about her future,
to this girl
who has to be independent & decisive about what she wants to do.
It's abit overwhelming.
Insecure cause there's no guarantee what opportunities
will lie ahead.
Scared cause you won't be able to achieve what
you're aiming for.
& yes, i'm going through that with an open-mind.

The year where i really danced by heart/butts' out.
Haha, honestly i've never been taught dance.
Like really, studying the different techniques of like
how to groove and the styles & genres.
I was surprised to find out that 'hip hop' itself,
has different types.
L.A, Asian, New Style.
& its great learning something you're passionate about.
I want & i will be a doper dancer than i am now.
XD

I guess that should be the highlights of 2008.
The ones that significally changed my life.
Hehe, there are others, but i'drathernotmakethempublic.

Alright, 2009 is here!
& to start off the year.
i have;

1 ICA next week,
1 more the following week,
2 projects dued by the end of the month
& thisotherthinglikeomgishouldsostopthinkingbutican'tstopsogodhelpme.

*claps*
& this is the way you start a new year. =D

.

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....

I blame poly. & hormones.

This is one heck of a long post, no?
Haha, cause i won't be updating for awhile.
*points to that centred text*
Cause i'll be too busy revising.
Or not i'll be completing them assignments.
Or not i'll still be revising.
Or not i'll be having practices.
Or not i'll be in project meet-ups.

Ya, you should get my point.

Till here,
Juniors, let's be freaking badass sexy.