I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

You know what's sad?
& i mean really sad,
like sobbing out loud kind of sad?

Is that people you love don't even have
the slightest trust in what you do.
& Its really hard,
when you're doing something that you enjoy doing,
practising likefuckreally hard in school.

& in the end, its not recognized.
All the hard work, all the effort,
just went in the toilet bowl,
flushed,
& in the sewage system.
believe me, nothing else but waste should go in there.

But thats exactly it,
its a waste.
It's such a waste when people you see everyday,
people you love,
people that matters for support,
don't believe in what you're doing.

Do you see me coming home with the smell of smoke
or beer?
No, you see me bathed in sweat.

Do you think i'm out with friends of bad company?
No.
& fyi, those red marks on my knee are caused by floor moves.
Be thankful i didn't get into any sort of fight.

Yes people, do you sense a deja vu?
That 5-letter-word lady, has struck again.
Oh, goody.

I know complaining about it won't get things solved.
But i can't think of anything that would actually help,
everytime she'd nag about things thats absolutely false,
i won't utter a word.

I know that if i do,
she'd go 'You want to talk back to me?!' kinda thing.

It's useless,
but perhaps i should try,
talk to my dad instead.

Anyway, Not Out Yet Crew (NOY'Crew) will be the first to perform
during DanceWorks this saturday, the 7th of March.
So do come down @ Plaza Singapura, 3pm.
Support us! =]