I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

Yes, so it bothered me.

I believe every single soul has a good & bad side about them.
Sometimes, i'd go like "Don't do that, cos i said so."
& other times "Just go with what you feel right".
But people tend to see the latter of me
rather then the first though i do strongly think otherwise.

Scenario 1
It's not that i don't let you go ______.
Personally i don't feel right about it.
But in some ways, it seems like i'm tieing you down
& i don't want to be that way,
its like i'm putting a leash around your neck.

Scenario 2
But also if you look it in another light,
its just wrong.
Going together i guess is okay,
but what if i'm not keen?
Don't tell me you still want to go ahead.
& the answer you gave me was
a tad bit disappointing.

After i thought through Scenario 2,
i can't help but go back to Scenario 1.
& so the circle begins.
As you know,
Circles are known to be continous & has no end to it.

This is exactly why i envy people who knows what they want.

Till then,
on a more brighter note,
i like how you're very open & honest.