I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

I feel kinda lost.
I don't know why, but i just do?

I miss having girlfriends;
the girls that you hang everyday
the occasional heart-to-heart talk
the little gossips
& most importantly, laughter.
Besties, i miss you. :(

& i so need to stop being paranoid.
Omg, its seriouslycompletely driving me up the wall.
....but i can't do anything about it.
I just seem to notice all those little things.
Little things that, accordingtomyparanoidmind,
can have big outcomes.

Sometimes i just wish i wouldn't think too much.
or perhaps i'm just asking for more,
more to make this different.
It's either that or i'm just this greedylittlepampered bitch,
who doesn't know a good thing even if it hits me.

If thats the case, someone slap me.

End.

To Highcuts, Groov-E, Ruffjack, Basic Fives': ALL THE BEST FOR SUNTEC HEATS!!! *loves*