I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

SLUMBER PARTY!
We so have to make this happen.

We can bake,
have a movie marathon,
play gamesss,
play with kiki's cats haha,
talk about boys,
do each other's nails,
& probably have a few hours' sleep. :D
because we can't waste the time we havee.

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& so i dreamt something last night.

I vaguely remembered what it was but it went something like this;

She & her significant other was walking home,
i believe from school or smtg,
till they bumped into girl friends of the guy's side.
& yes they were chit chatting, laughing, talking about school & stuff.

They hit a traffic junction & waited till the green man comes flashing.
hahathatsoundedweird.
After a few minutes it did.
& so 'they' walked.
But the odd thing is that, only the girl in my dream realised that
it was time to cross the street.
The guy & his pack of girl friends, were at the
other side too engrossed in their conversation to realise.

She continued walking & after being a few metres away from them,
she turned back & they still have not realised the fact
that they have missed the green man.

& most importantly, the guy did not even realise his
girl walking further from them.

Then i remembered her walking pass this cemented walkway?
With those youknow orange-y net things. haha
She walked till she got to this bus-stop-kinda-look place.
& the guy came to catch up with her.

Ah & i remembered she got so mad that she said this, ithink. lol
Ohyea, this dream is amazing, it has dialogues.

"You know its great that you were having fun chatting away
with your girl friends, its so good to be catching up with them isn't it?
Oh, its so damn good that you didn't even notice
your girl being by your side one minute
& being a mile away from you the next.

What am i, insignificant as compared to them?
Ohya, from that scene, i can totally conclude that
iamsofrickinginsignificant."

Something along those lines,
i added some more words to create more dramaaaa. haha

Perhaps this dream is telling me something?
But hey, its just a dream.
&idonotwishforittocometrueatall.
Or perhaps this just shows that i'm insecure?

Some people might think that those
big things you do for your girl is what matters,
but no, small things like this usually matters the most.
A small issue on noticing if shes right there by your side
despite the crowd of friends you're surrounded with,
shows alot of things.

& also I dreamt that I had nothing on my upper body
but this rice sack to cover up my youknowwhat,
& found out that my bra was hanging on a cactus.
WTH, much? lol!

End.