I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

A new layout.
& the tables under Affiliates killed like half an hour.
haha

So i was in bed yesterday
& i was thinking about my current & soon-to-be
over semester.
One thing significant,
was in Econs class.

I was shivering like some drug-addict
my head was spinning uncontrollably
i couldn't even stand right
& the icing? i collasped.
Good thing i grabbed something to help me up.


I have never experienced such situations before,
& evenmore i was being stubborn.
Obviously, in my state,
the logical thing to do was go home & have a good rest.
But nooooooo,
i went to dance later in the evening.
Oh smooth move arisa,
do that again if you wanna die.

& so i dragged my feet to practice.
It was the few days before our performance,
Open House to be exact.
So i guess that contributed to me going to dance
instead of heading home.

In the end i couldn't take it.
I just stopped. wentintoafetalposition
Sat down & just closed my eyes.
Then came Ili who asked me if i was alright,
haha this was kinda funny.
Then.
I.
Cried.



Interesting aye?


So i did, went home.
It was a good 11pm when i reached home.
Whoa, what a day no?
Ah & i'd like to thank JiaMin who helped me in class that day.
I could feel the love! lol.

& also others who showed concern. Thank you so much ya!
Just feel like thanking them. =]

Okay, so this was a random post.

Till then,

Credit to LJ user whom i can't remember. lol

Finally, a new post, no?
Been busy with exams, if not i'll be mugging
for them damn exams.
& finally left with one more this coming monday.
I absolutely&completely cannot wait to get them over with.
We, as students, dread exams.
Can i hear an Amen?


I actually have a whole lot of crapthings to talkblog about.
But i'll just cut to those that i can remember. lol


I'm not too sure if its just me but i believe it is.
I'm feeling alittle 'outcasted' or in a more subtle manner,
'left out' whenever i'm with besties.
I guess its just that fact that the other 3 gfs have
more things in common as compared to me.
All of them will be nurses in the future,
& i'm like what? this girl who knows nuts about nursing.
Haha, but i still do love them loads despite that fact.
& i don't expect them to like not talk about nursing
whenever we're together, i believe thats inevitable.
Just a need to have this unnecessary rant.
haha, no pun intended ya gfs. =]
Still & always will, love you sexy girls in white. lol


& i'm addicted to Boys Over Flowers korean version.
It is so not good timing to be watching drama
when you're in the midst of exams.
Butwhatdoicare?
O.M.G, the eye candy goodness.
I believe i recommended this to Fad,
You SO have to watch this gf, it'll make you drool.
& you see that gorgeous guy in the .gif,
ya he's the reason why i watch it. XD


Things with A love have been great,
& i hope it stays that way.
I see couples having trouble, & even Kiki is facing them,
its hard to bare when people you love experience things
you know is tough for them.
but i'm grateful that things have worked out. =]
However when you think about this,
conflicts do bring two people closer together,
it strengthens the understanding between the two.
I'm not asking for more conflicts, don't get me wrong.
But there is an advantage to it.


& that concludes the things i can remember. haha
I'll end here for now,
I need my remembr'all.

Till then,

ahmad <3s. says (1:25 AM):
thinking abt us
hahaha i still wondering, how we got tgt when we nvr even talk in secondary school