I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

& yes, it was dope!

Camp was really fun.
Though i didn't sleep the first night
which lead to me getting sick the day i got home.
haha.
But hopefully i did bond with the juniors :)
I love you Slumdope! + all dear juniors!

The camp also kinda showed me things.
Things that i didn't want to see
& also things that i had to see.
Well basically both good & bad.
Still we are one big FB Family ya! <3

This week is e-learning & it's such a drag.
Really can't wait for it to end.

Anyway, i've been itching to have a manicure.
haha.

Thats about it i'mma blog about.

Till then,

Dear Art,
Please grant me an 'Okay i have to make this' streak soon ya.
Love you! :)

FB Camp later in 8 hrs.
I needa help Sherlyn with printing some stuff.
So that explains why i ain't already in lalaland.
Don't stress ya gf! I'm here for youu! :)

Can't wait for the camp later,
especially on Friday night.
....hahamwahahaha, but shhhhhhh !

Anyway, me & a classmate of mine decided to collaborate on
our course shirt design.
This will be really interesting.
Both of our styles are similar
though his, is more conceptual as compared to mine.
*coughskullscough*

I'm looking forward on what both of us can
come up with,
hopefully it'll be EPIC!
its either that or doodles it won't be as epic.
haha. We'll see.

I really should go see if i got everything packed.

Till then, Foreign Bodies Camp 2009 will be dope!


Its only just a few days after _____ happened.
I should be okay now.
Hopefully better when the days pass by.

Had GDO today with girlfriends.
It was fun!
haha, if u want pics, you can go to Siti's blog. :)
We headed to Bugis to buy some new clothes,
bought a cute skirt.
Then we had girltalk + bubble tea.
Its nice knowing you have your gfs to hear you out.
I love you guys!

After Bugis, the 2 besties went home leaving only me & Itis.
Headed to SSC to accompany Itis to have a look at her schedule.
walkwalk, bid goodbye, headed home.

So ya, today was a fun day with gfs.
Shall end here, nothing much to blog honestly.

Till then,

Thank you so much gfs for the present!
I'll treasure it. :)
<3

Note to Self:
You did a great job today, & it's only one day after.
Keep it up.
Don't let this come in the way.
& ultimately, don't let this bring you down.
You're strong, girl. You know you are.

I feel like my emotions are running wild now.
There's anger, pity, sadness, paranoia & a dash of ________?

& i think i am really good in not showing them.
Eventhough i feel sad about something, i still look happy.
Eventhough theres a feeling of anger, i don't throw things around.
Eventhough theres paranoia, i try not to get it into my head.
& that dash of _______, i'm just confused about that.

Last but not least, i feel pity for myself for having these feelings.
I actually thought i wouldn't care.
Now this, has got me thinking a second time.

Convo with them got me thinking.
Do i really depend on ---- ?
Cos all these while i've only been depending on dance, friends & family,
& myself the most, to keep me smiling.
Cos i know they won't disappoint me.

& yes, paranoia has got the best of me.

I guess i deserved all this. :(

Am throwing all these feelings aside after this post.
I just need to pour this all out on the floor & let it evaporate
into eternal nothingness.

End & ya, i'll smile. :)
Fill in the blanks.

Dear you,

Don't change. I hate it when people change for other people.
If this is how you are, then i should accept it. Whether i like it or not.
But it does have its disadvantages.
Now i see it as 'if i have ____ then i wouldn't go to you if i need ______.'
which is tragic, really.
I thought being in a ______ means we can ______ in each other.

Yes i had that thought.
You have your stuff & i have mine.
I have school, you have school.
You have assignments, i have tests.
I have CCA, you have soccer.
You have your friends, i have mine.
I have FB admin work, you have Dota.

I'm not saying its hard to _______.
though it is seeing how there's only _______.

One week is quite long.
168 hours of _______.

& in a way i do agree with your *insert quote*.
In all logic its true.

Now, all we need is to just _______.

Sincerely,
Arisa.