I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

EFMA class; a snooze fest.
Seriously, you can sleep while the tutor is talking,
it is that mundance. -.-
Am halfway dozing off now.
& also partly cos i slept for only 3 hrs last night. *yawns*

Showcase later @ 7pm.
Can't wait, i feel like i haven't dance for awhile.
& also for the wednesday performance.

End; will update again soon. :)
& i feel like eating waffles again.
Outside lecture hall; doing project.
I have 2 dued on the same day & i haven't even completed my parts.
Sorry dear groupmates! >.<

I feel so 'sian', been doing it since like 12pm & its 4pm already.
That explains the blogging. haha

Now i just want to dance.
Practice for the Juniors later, looking forward to see them. :)
They're the dopest juniors a senior can ask for. haha
lovelove

Anyway, Scotty just bought me waffles. How sweet. :)
It doesn't taste that bad,
a tad bit salty
but its crunchy & i loike! <3
You guys should try it, its near MacD's.

Am heading to Blk E soon.

Hopefully i can focus more later when i get
home after practice to complete my parts.
No, i have to. :)

Performance later tomorrow DamnyouSBMorganisers.
Sharz, don't angryangry okay. :) ILY minah. lol!
& Saturday
& Sunday.
haha the weekend performances are what i'm looking forward to.

End, will update soon again.

-------- Fri 12:19 AM

Just got back from prac. It was fun. :)
Though personally i think i screwed my Breakdance choreo,
i'm always like, telling myself to do them bigger,
extend my leg more & stuff.
Hopefully i'll do better during the performance. :)

Me, Sharz & Leila were like high after practice.
haha it was damn funny la.
I'm not usually like that so its really nice to have
people who puts up with your crap & stuff. :)

Tomorrow is another junior practice,
another showcase.
Have to buy costumes now.
for girls' hiphop;
- Black long sleeved wide shoulder top
- Red tank top
- Black long pants/sweatpants?orsmtg

for Breaking;
- black Button-up shirt
or
- black hoodie
though i think Zul will be bringing his for me to use. :)

Ah i just got one text from Sherlyn gf:

Anyone seen or took $50 from Leiladear's wallet? Please do return it.
I believe the money isn't hers but someone close to her.
Please inform me, Sherlyn or Leila herself, if you happen to have/seen it asap.
Thank you very much! Do help spread to the FB family regarding this.

Aw Leila dear i hope you'll retrieve your money soon! <3
Don't stress okayy.

:)
& now i need to head back to my project,
oh goody.

& a girl have to act like she cares,
when she clearly doesn't.

& a girl has to wear a mask,
so she can get rid of all those worried faces.

& a girl can only take in enough,
before she breaks.

& she knows,
other people have had it worst than her.

So she won't & will not complain.

Inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale.


Emo post. :(
Everyone has their days.

On a more brighter note,
Foreign Bodies will be performing tomorrow for NYP Vibrant Day!
Catch us at 2:45pm @ the Sports Hall. :)

Also do come support us for the Lunchtime performances on 24th & 29th.
& Anti-smoking campaign on the 22nd !
:)
The stress was building up.
I couldn't take it any longer.

Soiteared.

To Leila: Thanks for being there just now love, i really appreciate it.
& also for the hugs you gave me when i needed them. :)

To Connie: You were concerned & i could see that. Thank you. :)

To Zul: You were there to always remind me to cheer up & not stress.
Thank you so much for your messages of encouragement. I won't let you down in breaking. I'D DO YOU PROUD YO! lol. :)

Wish me luck for tomorrow's 'battle'!
Hopefully my freestyle would improve from then.
:)
Been checking out this girl on YouTube for her singing,
& omg she's awesome.
Not to mention really pretty too,
i initially thought she was alittle bit of Asian.
But turned out she's Mexican. :)

Do check her out!
@ Youtube as hchsknights08
@ Myspace as herself, Alyssa Bernal

Under her videos, check out her Taylor Swift covers
& her rendition of Poker Face.
Very nice, & she even plays the guitar! lol.

She signed under Pharell, Star Trak Entertainment
& Interscope Records i think.
haha am looking forward to her songs!

:)


The week has been quite hectic.
Projects, school & dance practices for almost the whole days
of the week,
which is good cos it keeps me preoccupied. :)

Breaking is really fun to learn.
Thanks Dealove for introducing it to me.
Love you!
& Zul, for teaching it to me.
haha he's a nice Bboy. :) ....gay even. XD

I went out with the family today,
like finally, after one week of missing out on family fun.
Went to eat at East Coast as per usual,
then headed to Bugis cos i wanted to eat
yogurt @ Iluma.
The shop's called Berrylite, you should try it.
I wanted to eat their Peanut Butter yoghurt
but :( they changed flavours.
Asked them on what days they have that flavour,
but sadly they usually have different ones every week.
Tragic.
haha then daddy said i should call the shop everyday
to see if they'll have the flavour.
Perhaps i should, no? lol.

After Bugis, headed to Funan cos i need new pipes earphones
for my iTouch cos i left it at Blk E the other day.
Another :( for me.
I've decided to buy Skullcandy's line of earphones, very colourful.
Considered to buy their headphones though
but damn, the price tag is beautiful. lol
But there wasn't much shops that sells them at Funan.

We ate again at Delifrance, bought quite alot of food.
There was this guy there that was quite cute.
He looks like a nerd, but a cute nerd. haha
Omg, i believed he noticed i kept on glancing at him.
haha we exchanged glances quite a few times,
especially that last one when i was about to leave the place.
:) ...nowican'terasehisimage.

I believe he's malay though.
I've always had this preference for chinese boys.
Which is weird cos my ex is malay,
but he's different. lol.

Okay i just sidetracked.
Anyway, the family headed home after that.
End of my saturday. :)

Till then, i want to improve on my freestyle.
& my grades as well.

Note to Self:

Can you please not think of him?
Why are you still thinking about this when
he's clearly over it?
It ain't worth your thoughts.

Go dance. Dance your life away.
Go draw. Draw up that canvas.
Like how it used to be....

Before.All.This.

I guess i wasn't as happy as i portrayed i was.
Sometimes, i unconsciously turn to those pages where it all began
& where it all ended.

Unfortunately, good & bad. Its all there.

Anyone has correction marker i can use? :)

& today was fun.

Not because i went out clubbing. nononoooo
Not because i surrounded myself with people i like being with.
not that it won't be fun.
Not because i had my bubble tea.
which at the end of the day i did. XD

but because i was alone.
Yes, i was alone. By thyself. With no one but thyself.
You can call me a loner,
but get this, only some people enjoy their own company. :)

In the morning had Retail meet-up at Bugis Starbucks.
It was quite productive, which is good.
Then came 3pm, everyone has somewhere to go
& apparently the Bugis Library was calling my name.
So i had to be there.
Well i stopped by Bugis street first,
i got a manicure. likefinally!
Now i have candy nails, the colour i choose looks like cotton candy.
yumyum. *sucks on fingers* ...okay not.

Walked around & saw this cute dress,
well short. dress. $10 yo!

Then i headed to the library.
& the first thing i did was, Level 8 The Arts & somethingsomething section!
I actually wanted to go there to search on some things
but i got engrossed in the Calligraphy & Fashion Design corners.
But! i did incorporate some on the thing i had to do.
Which is a 'yay' moment for me.

My stomach was growling like hell around 6pluspm.
So text-ed guyfriend Wan - he's out dinner with parents.
Next i text-ed girlfriend Fad - she's having attachment.
I wanted to text Cis though.
Then i thought, perhaps he's busy since i already asked him yesterday
about today, which already came today but he told me he might have
somethings on so ya i didn't text him in the end.
Then he got mad at me cos i didn't text him.
I was being a considerate sister okay.
At least you got to sleep after a week of damn e-learning.
See i'm a heck-a good sister. :)

Train-ed back home.
Gave up my seat to 2 ladies but they refused.
Wellitsyourlosssuckers!

Reached Yishun & i just had to go to Northpoint to check out PunkStar.
& O.M.G
they have more variety than the ones at Heeren.
Damn you PunkStar!
Now i want that purple off-one-shoulder top
or perhaps i should get that black-striped off-one-shoulder top instead?
Gah, i can see the words 'splurge' already.

Alright, this is one long post.
Till then, I need Camomile Tea.