I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

I feel kinda lost.
I don't know why, but i just do?

I miss having girlfriends;
the girls that you hang everyday
the occasional heart-to-heart talk
the little gossips
& most importantly, laughter.
Besties, i miss you. :(

& i so need to stop being paranoid.
Omg, its seriouslycompletely driving me up the wall.
....but i can't do anything about it.
I just seem to notice all those little things.
Little things that, accordingtomyparanoidmind,
can have big outcomes.

Sometimes i just wish i wouldn't think too much.
or perhaps i'm just asking for more,
more to make this different.
It's either that or i'm just this greedylittlepampered bitch,
who doesn't know a good thing even if it hits me.

If thats the case, someone slap me.

End.

To Highcuts, Groov-E, Ruffjack, Basic Fives': ALL THE BEST FOR SUNTEC HEATS!!! *loves*

I want to be the girl,
who he thinks is the cutest;
not necessarily the hottest or prettiest,
but the cutest, because
hottness refers to the body,
and godknowsmineisn'tperfect.
Pretty refers to the face
i know plenty of girls prettier than me;
but cuteness is refering to every
imperfection that he loves.
Every weird little habit,
the funny little things that make me different
from any other girl he could have.
Like how dorky i laugh, or how I like watching horror movies,
or the way my hair smells.
All of the little things he notices and adores.
I want to be that girl.

One more paper this friday
& here comes.....

..HOLIDAYS! :D

;edit -

& so i was observing this couple.
It seems that the bf was totally hogging his phone
while his gf, poor thing, was staring into space.

The whole time i was observing them
it seems that the bf is more interested in texting
than actually talking/spending time with his gf.

Okay a tip for the boys, texting during a date is fine.
In fact, its totally fine.
However, constant contact with your phone
can seem like you'd rather be talking to someone else,
rather than the person sitting right next to you.

Tragic much?
In this case, you can just ask him
to date whoever he's texting,
or better, datehisphone. -.-


End.

- Exams in less then a week.
- Family.
- S.A.B lovee.
- Friends.
- Performances.

Sorry for not updating much,
i actually wanted to but mood kinda stopped me. haha

Past few days have been eventful, to say the least.

I think i'm developing a slight fever.
Emphasis on the slight, i don't want to get high fever instead.

So after this, am heading the sack.
With flumax tablets, cough syrup & a throat lozenge consumed.
Hopefully, it will help me get better. :)

To Zul: Although you had to say what you had to say & i said what i had to say. We'll still remain friends alright,
i don't see any reason why that should change. :)

To HIGHCUTS: Omg, the competition's next week!! ALL THE BEST OKAY! lovess

To S.A.B love: You're at work now, as i'm typing.
Do get home safe ya!

Till then, wish me luck for tomorrow's perf! :)
& i love our couple rings.