I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

Perhaps i was too harsh,
too drastic.

I apologise for that.

All i ever wanted was a guy who would give me undivided attention.
A guy who would do sweet things for me no matter how small
th gesture is.
A guy who would smile at me th moment he sees me.
A guy who says that i'm beautiful.
A guy who would fight for my love no matter how bad th
situation is.
A guy who doesn't give up so easily, ....so fast.

& i am done with your twisted symphony.
The words that had me selling stolen poetry.
I tore the pages & i can finally breathe.
Cause' all i want,
is everything,
you're not.
- Demi Lovato's Everything You're Not

End.

Sure, act like nothing happened.

Cos i won't budge until you acknowledge th fact
that something did.

You've swallowed enough?
Please, i choked enough.

Hello Hot guy, you can have all th girls you want,
by all means go ahead.

If you think th reason why i'm doing this is over a 'call'?,
then you're just narrow-minded.
Think.

A guy would take th time spend together as something precious,
did you?
Or would you rather be caressing your phone?
Ya i thought so.

Pettiness, so what if i am?
So what if i care about all those small things that you do.
Would you rather have this materialistic girl that
all she cares about are th big things such as
expensive gifts?
Ya i thought so.

I'll be waiting for your next move.
No acting like we didn't have that talk th night before,
if you do, then this, will be th thing of th past.

You said you can't talk to me face-to-face regarding our problems,
then here you go, internet saved your tears.

I've had enough, you've had enough.
Do we need more?

End.

She's no longer th nice girl you knew.
Its 3:26am.
& today is th last day of holidays. :) <- (?)



& i heard guys who dance are good in bed. HAHA.

Gi Kwang is a 9190'er, he so does not look like one.
but DAYUM HE'S HOT.


Onew dear, you'll have some tough competition soon. LOL.

End.


In 4 days, a new semester starts.
Honestly i am looking forward to it,
despite the fact that the timetable's a nightmare.
I have only 2 lectures on thursday
but they're 4hrs apart! wtf.
Total waste of time.
Hopefully the studio opens so i can dance or smtg. -.-

I've bought this book titled
'The Secret - to Teen Power'.
In some ways it is like a self-help book,
it gives you a total new perspective on how you look on your life
& its all about your thoughts.
Just like some quotes 'Thoughts lead to Action'.

It was once featured on Oprah
so i was really fascinated how the book seemed
to have changed alot of people.
You guys' should totally read it.
Its 'The Secret - to Teen Power' by Paul Harrington. :)

Dance-wise, there will be alot of performances coming up;
Lunchtime, Christmas, Open House, Musical,
i sometimes i wonder how i'm going to juggle between
dance & studies.
But no worries, cos thats exactly what i'm planning to do,
balance them both.

I've always wanted to do a Gender-based dance.
Like this;

Featuring Hyoyeon from SNSD & Jaewon from Blackbeat.

I like how she's very clean in her steps yet sexy,
you can practically see her energy.
The choreography isn't all that sexual
cos gender-based choreos are mostly 'somewhat' sexual,
but this, is just WHOA. haha
I hope i'll be able to do this someday. :)
Sidenote: Thanks Dea for giving me the idea to put this up. haha

End.
:'(

Sorethroats can be really annoying.
It can be to a point where you lose your voice, literally,
& you can't even order your own food.
Or your parents not being able to hear you when they're
just sitting right beside.

Well, pity me.
Cos i was there.

I guess i deserved it,
seeing how i was drinking bubble tea
practically everyday. haha

& now all i've been drinking is HoneyLemon tea
& Herbal Tea. hahaha
Poor me.

Now, i can't barely look at bubble tea shops,
cos i'll always have the urge to buy them. >.<

End.