I ponder about things, can get quite morbid, theres a possibility that i want everything, everything & anything, but attaining everything is close to impossible, heck, it is impossible.
So sue me.

Thank you very much Daddy.
I love you ttm. :)

Yea i know its pink,
not exactly me.
But look there's purple! HAHA.
& that shouts me.
Th print is damn nice too.

Anyway, today's officially th last day of 2009.
Mine, to say th least, is/was eventful.
How was your 2009? :)

& i read this th other day:

To deliver his gifts in one night, Santa would have to make 822.6 visits per second, sleighing at 3,000 times the speed of sound.
At that speed, Santa and his reindeers would
burst into flame instantaneously.

How interesting. HAHA
One more thing: Simple layouts are love.

End.

Holding back never got this hard.

Suppressing these feelings, pushing her over th edge.

All these butterflies in her stomach.

Someone,
please,
make it stop.

; you,
make her a storybook
& write her away from here,
away from it all.

End.
Finally, -
she did it like a man.

& damn, should've asked for a hug.

Never apologise for saying what you feel,
its like saying "Sorry for being real."

End.


These few days, i realised that after eating a full meal,
i have to HAVE chocolate.
Like really, if not then i'll make alot of noise.

Th fave so far, is Ferrero Rondnoir. :)

Note to self:

No more breakdowns.
They will someday, eventually
support you.

Not just on things you have to do,
but on th things you want & love to do.

Take this as a phase you will get through.
So cheer up, concentrate,
& smile girl.

Had Musical prac today, 10am - 10pm.
How crazy is that?!
Though most of th time were used to wait around.
damn should've brought my HRM notes. butohwell..

Honestly i have no idea why i took up breaking,
i think cos i take that genre as a challenge,
though i have no plans to further learn it like on my own
or anythg.
People say i look cute while doing it, :(
I want to give that BOY vibe laa.
Connie & Dea already have that whole vibe.

So if u want to make me happy,
say that i break like a boy kayy. :)

& all those floormoves gave me
3 knee bruises & a splinter on my palm.
There was this small sharp sand thing that got lodged
in my skin.
Ouch much?
& yes there was bloood.
Got queasy seeing it,
which is ironic cos i like watching gore movies.
HAHA.

Those floormoves weren't even complicated!
LIKE WTH. haha, Breaking = Challenge = I like.

Mum went all 'binget' just now.
I took th liberty to call up & actually inform her that
i'll be home late cos official rehearsal starts at 7pm,
& that i might be home late & stuff
then she went 'Ah okay la. Take care.'
Then she called me at around 5pm,
asking again what time i'll be home.
-.-
Haven't i told her?
Argh parents, love them yet you have to hate them at times.


End.

edit-
& U-Kiss Kevin look-a-like is cute, thoughdamnskinny.

& she's craving for Chocolate Butternut Cookies.

& Frolick.

& berrylite's peanut-butter flavoured yoghurt.

& HoneyMilkTea.

& Mrs. Field's White chocolate macadamia cookies.

&him.
ihatehimiloathhimatthsametimei'mheadoverheels.

End.