Any moment, Eveything can change.

2009-12-16T23:02:00.003+08:00

Credit: LJ-user

I want PeppermintMochaFrappe.

These few days, i realised that after eating a full meal,
i have to HAVE chocolate.
Like really, if not then i'll make alot of noise.

Th fave so far, is Ferrero Rondnoir. :)

& you,
eventhough we see each other almost everyday,
& we don't even talk when we meet,
ialreadymissyou.
Are you reading this?
If you are, HELLO LOVE.

End.

2009-12-14T00:39:00.007+08:00

& I know I'm not the only one
who goes to the refrigerator to see
if there's something to eat,
finds nothing, then goes back 15 minutes later
to see if there's something to eat.

- stutiixkareenax0 @ wittyprofiles.com

This is too true.
LOL.

Tomorrow's a school day.
ohgoody.

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BIG BUTT PRISSYYYY!
*loves*

End.

2009-12-09T23:41:00.003+08:00

Note to self:

No more breakdowns.
They will someday, eventually
support you.

Not just on things you have to do,
but on th things you want & love to do.

Take this as a phase you will get through.
So cheer up, concentrate,
& smile girl.

2009-12-06T00:28:00.003+08:00

Credit: LJ-user

& she wants those nails. it shouts 'RAWR'!

Had Musical prac today, 10am - 10pm.
How crazy is that?!
Though most of th time were used to wait around.
damn should've brought my HRM notes. butohwell..

Honestly i have no idea why i took up breaking,
i think cos i take that genre as a challenge,
though i have no plans to further learn it like on my own
or anythg.
People say i look cute while doing it, :(
I want to give that BOY vibe laa.
Connie & Dea already have that whole vibe.

So if u want to make me happy,
say that i break like a boy kayy. :)

& all those floormoves gave me
3 knee bruises & a splinter on my palm.
There was this small sharp sand thing that got lodged
in my skin.
Ouch much?
& yes there was bloood.
Got queasy seeing it,
which is ironic cos i like watching gore movies.
HAHA.

Those floormoves weren't even complicated!
LIKE WTH. haha, Breaking = Challenge = I like.

Mum went all 'binget' just now.
I took th liberty to call up & actually inform her that
i'll be home late cos official rehearsal starts at 7pm,
& that i might be home late & stuff
then she went 'Ah okay la. Take care.'
Then she called me at around 5pm,
asking again what time i'll be home.
-.-
Haven't i told her?
Argh parents, love them yet you have to hate them at times.

& you,
i seem to be right with my instincts.
Figures.
You're still sizzling though.

End.

edit-
& U-Kiss Kevin look-a-like is cute, thoughdamnskinny.

2009-12-01T01:08:00.002+08:00

& she's craving for Chocolate Butternut Cookies.

& Frolick.

& berrylite's peanut-butter flavoured yoghurt.

& HoneyMilkTea.

& Mrs. Field's White chocolate macadamia cookies.

&him.
ihatehimiloathhimatthsametimei'mheadoverheels.

End.

2009-11-29T20:30:00.006+08:00

Credit: LJ-user

I had a great time performing for Lunchtime.
Although i screwed a few steps, i felt like it didn't matter.
Cos i had th time of my life. :)
Dance = Love.
(esp girls'hiphopandreggae)

GOOD JOB TO MY BELOVED JUNIORS!
THEY REALLY DID A GREAT JOB!
Thank you to those who came to support
& also to those that said that i'm a good dancer.
Hugs&Kisses!

& you there,
well, basically i'm going to go all 3rd Grader on your ass
& double dog dare you
to fall in love with me.

End.

2009-11-19T01:36:00.002+08:00

& i have this ulcer thats making me having
trouble eating. :(

Dance pracs are fun,
it always has been. :)
Can be a tad bit stressful at times,
especially if i'm learning breaking. haha
But i'll train.
I wanna give that boy vibe. :)

& that,
Like, perhaps?
Infatuation, perhaps?
but why do i feel like i don't want
these feelings to go away?

This is a confused girl right here.
Someone sent her to a therapist.

2009-11-09T00:46:00.003+08:00

Credits: LJ-user

Onew dear, do get well soon! :(

I feel like theres so many things i need to do.
& that doesn't even include th things i want to do.

- Tutorials.
I've done 3, now left with 3 more. :(

- Prepare for 'Photoshoot' with Gf. <3
Needa pick up outfits for that, plus i've already charged my cam!

- ICT Hotel Bathroom thing.
Dued next week, & i haven't even found solid information. :(

Those are th major ones,
won't mention th minor ones though. haha

I'm planning to make a necklace,
i've already found a suitable pendant.
It says 'Believe' on it,
& to me its very inspirational.
Cos nothing would've happened if you don't believe it will.
:)

Now i just need to find th thread-thing/ chain that
makes it go around your neck.
haha '?'. idon'tknowwhatsitcalled.
Prolly i'll make a trip to Art Friend soon.

End.

2009-11-02T00:55:00.004+08:00

Credit: LJ-user

I realised i have this strange fetish for guys'
working in bakeries, yoghurt places or cafes.

If theres a hot guy working in them,
i'd surely check them out.
LOL, much?

Th first 2 weeks of school was alright.
Quite th norm, like all other semesters,
just this one is new timings, modules & stuff.
A lot more dance practices now that i'm free from ___.
Which isn't a bad thing. :)
I want someone to train me in my basics,
any takers? haha

Saw this good-looking guy at Gramaphone @ Parkway today.
Yaknow, i'm that kinda girl that isn't afraid to
talk to almost anybody.
I mean, i don't see the harm in talking or speaking to them,
unless that is if he/she is holding some weapon.

& ya so i went up to him to ask about Jack Neo's
"Where got Ghost?" if its chinese with english subs.
I guess just th way he speaks & presents himself
is what attracted me to him.
Plus, he has those vampire teeth.
Anw, if u're reading this, 'Hello!'
hahahahafathopearisa.

AJ/Onew will be my benchmark for guys' now.
I won't settle for less than that.
ohemgee, that'll be a long waitttt. lol!
Okay maybe not, but hey,
i have my standards. :)

I am honestly happy with how everything turned out.

& you,
well, after what i heard, i have nothing much to say.
I mean, i was angry/upset & was planning to tell you off,
but heck, why channel th energy to do something like that
when i can do other better things
that actually benefits me yaknow.
I only have one wish for you, just be happy alright.
& thanks for all th good times. :)

End.

2009-10-26T22:03:00.003+08:00

Perhaps i was too harsh,
too drastic.

I apologise for that.

All i ever wanted was a guy who would give me undivided attention.
A guy who would do sweet things for me no matter how small
th gesture is.
A guy who would smile at me th moment he sees me.
A guy who says that i'm beautiful.
A guy who would fight for my love no matter how bad th
situation is.
A guy who doesn't give up so easily, ....so fast.

& i am done with your twisted symphony.
The words that had me selling stolen poetry.
I tore the pages & i can finally breathe.
Cause' all i want,
is everything,
you're not.
- Demi Lovato's Everything You're Not

End.

2009-10-23T00:17:00.004+08:00

Credit: LJ-user

Sure, act like nothing happened.

Cos i won't budge until you acknowledge th fact
that something did.

You've swallowed enough?
Please, i choked enough.

Hello Hot guy, you can have all th girls you want,
by all means go ahead.

If you think th reason why i'm doing this is over a 'call'?,
then you're just narrow-minded.
Think.

A guy would take th time spend together as something precious,
did you?
Or would you rather be caressing your phone?
Ya i thought so.

Pettiness, so what if i am?
So what if i care about all those small things that you do.
Would you rather have this materialistic girl that
all she cares about are th big things such as
expensive gifts?
Ya i thought so.

I'll be waiting for your next move.
No acting like we didn't have that talk th night before,
if you do, then this, will be th thing of th past.

You said you can't talk to me face-to-face regarding our problems,
then here you go, internet saved your tears.

I've had enough, you've had enough.
Do we need more?

End.

She's no longer th nice girl you knew.

2009-10-18T03:24:00.006+08:00

Its 3:26am.
& today is th last day of holidays. :) <- (?)

~~& i heard guys who dance are good in bed.~~ HAHA.

Gi Kwang is a 9190'er, he so does not look like one.
but DAYUM HE'S HOT.

Onew dear, you'll have some tough competition soon. LOL.

End.

2009-10-14T15:57:00.003+08:00

Credit: To an LJ-user. :)

In 4 days, a new semester starts.
Honestly i am looking forward to it,
despite the fact that the timetable's a nightmare.
I have only 2 lectures on thursday
but they're 4hrs apart! wtf.
Total waste of time.
Hopefully the studio opens so i can dance or smtg. -.-

I've bought this book titled
'The Secret - to Teen Power'.
In some ways it is like a self-help book,
it gives you a total new perspective on how you look on your life
& its all about your thoughts.
Just like some quotes 'Thoughts lead to Action'.

It was once featured on Oprah
so i was really fascinated how the book seemed
to have changed alot of people.
You guys' should totally read it.
Its 'The Secret - to Teen Power' by Paul Harrington. :)

Dance-wise, there will be alot of performances coming up;
Lunchtime, Christmas, Open House, Musical,
i sometimes i wonder how i'm going to juggle between
dance & studies.
But no worries, cos thats exactly what i'm planning to do,
balance them both.

I've always wanted to do a Gender-based dance.
Like this;

Featuring Hyoyeon from SNSD & Jaewon from Blackbeat.

I like how she's very clean in her steps yet sexy,
you can practically see her energy.
The choreography isn't all that sexual
cos gender-based choreos are mostly 'somewhat' sexual,
but this, is just WHOA. haha
I hope i'll be able to do this someday. :)
Sidenote: Thanks Dea for giving me the idea to put this up. haha

End.

2009-10-06T00:30:00.002+08:00

:'(

Sorethroats can be really annoying.
It can be to a point where you lose your voice, literally,
& you can't even order your own food.
Or your parents not being able to hear you when they're
just sitting right beside.

Well, pity me.
Cos i was there.

I guess i deserved it,
seeing how i was drinking bubble tea
practically everyday. haha

& now all i've been drinking is HoneyLemon tea
& Herbal Tea. hahaha
Poor me.

Now, i can't barely look at bubble tea shops,
cos i'll always have the urge to buy them. >.<

End.

2009-09-28T22:46:00.005+08:00

Disclaimer: Not mine. Credit to whoever made it. :)

Holidays, have been quite dull.
I feel like theres no excitement.
Well, except the fact that i have more free time now,
to do whatever i want.
Which can be both a good & bad thing. haha

Dad got tics to the F1 event.
We went only on the friday practice race,
despite the fact we had tics to all 3 days.
The family kinda dislikes crowds,
packed carparks
& the long walk to Gate 7. haha

Anyway, I've been making icons to pass the time.
Icons of SHINee,
& my Onew bias is deeply strong. haha
hestooadorable.
Oppa, saranghaeyo. <- what a typical fangirl.

Other than that, I've been thinking of what to do with my money.
Its either i spend it or i save it.
I've saved a portion of it,
now i only needa figure out whats worth buying with
the other portion. haha
..which isn't much honestly.
Tragic.

Probably clothes?
Shoes? for this, i don't think i have enough. lol
CDs?
Stationary?
New art supplies?

Gah, i have no idea. >.<
Ohwell, time will tell. :)
I need a trip to Bugis or Far East soon. haha
& Heeren. :)

A few teasers of the icons i've made;

They're all practically simple,
i just adjusted the colours of the picture
& cropped it to my liking.

Simplicity is good.
For the whole set of icons, i've made
do visit my LJ. clickclick

End.

2009-09-21T01:29:00.005+08:00

But you're so hypnotizing.
You've got me laughing while i sing.
You've got me smiling in my sleep.
& i can see this unraveling
Your love is where i'm falling
but please, don't catch me.
- Demi Lovato 'Catch Me'

I hate it when other girls call him 'baby', 'sweetheart' or
other ~~petnames~~bullshit.
I admit, i can be alittle jealous but hey,
its normal to feel that way.
I'm the jealous type of girlfriend,
though i may not openly show it
but sometimes suppressing these emotions
can be hard to do.
I can foresee an outburst coming.
Wish me luck.

These feelings won't go away, will it?
Someone please just take them away.
Anything to make them go away.

& at times like these all i need is
Onew, dance & art.

2009-09-19T03:09:00.003+08:00

Credit: LJ-user. i found this there. haha

I'm so excited for Kitty Cat(s),
it'll be my first all girls crew.
Dori, Pris, Sharz, Cynthia, Connie, Dea. <3

We were doing the Black Cat choreo or in other words,
the Kitty Cat choreo.
& some FB peeps were ~~saying~~shouting i look sexy.
Haha must be cos i'm wearing a tank top
while the others were wearing baggy shirts.

Just imagine all with tank tops,
whoa, lets see that isolation. haha!
& anyway, Girls' Hiphop is more of my forte. :)

Honestly i have my worries when it comes to crews.
I'm not sure, but i'm scared that i won't be able to 'click'
with them.
I mean,
Dori will most of the time be with Pris & Cyn
cos they're from SFS,
Dea will most of the time be with Connie,
& Sharz will be with either one of those groups.

So what leaves me?
I can try blending but there will always have those
silence & 'ihavenoideawhattheyarediscussing' moments
which doesn't really have a good feeling. haha

Plus, i'm bad at choreo-ing. :(

Well, despite that, i'm still excited.
Hopefully we'll bond in the coming period
when we're together as a crew. :)
MEOW

Anyway, Amit says i have beautiful eyes.
haha, thanks yo! :)
lol!

The day after today is already Raya.
Selamat Hari Raya to all muslims! :)
one of those rare times you see a malay phrase on my blog. haha

End.

2009-09-16T00:23:00.003+08:00

I know my previous posts have been quite emo.
haha.
Well everyone has those days, no?

Anyway, i just realised i want alot of things.
Not necessarily need but, youknow,
sometimes all i want & all i need are one in the same. XD
lol.

One thing i really want; SHOES.
Like really, those high cut shoes,
& perhaps sneakers too.

& BAGS to go with it!

All these Fila merchandise are endorsed by Big Bang.
haha their name can be found on some of them.
which can be hard cos you have this feeling,
like once you bought them, you feel like keeping them as
a collectable rather than use it. lol!

Visit Korea Star Fashion Brand for more.
They have SHINee, 2pm, SNSD. :)

haha i feel like a promoter.
& yes, all these merchandise cost well over $100 smackaroos.
So you have to be hell'a rich to get these.
*sobs*

Now i know what i want to get for my birthday
....nextyear.

End.

2009-09-07T04:49:00.002+08:00

& all she want is for you to

show her that you love her

not

tell her that you love her.

nomatterhowsmallthegestureis.

& if this is already your limit,

then ______________________.

She just needs to straighten her life out.

2009-09-04T15:59:00.003+08:00

SLUMBER PARTY!
We so have to make this happen.

We can bake,
have a movie marathon,
play gamesss,
play with kiki's cats haha,
talk about boys,
~~do each other's nails,~~
& probably have a few hours' sleep. :D
because we can't waste the time we havee.

---
& so i dreamt something last night.

I vaguely remembered what it was but it went something like this;

She & her significant other was walking home,
i believe from school or smtg,
till they bumped into girl friends of the guy's side.
& yes they were chit chatting, laughing, talking about school & stuff.

They hit a traffic junction & waited till the green man comes flashing.
hahathatsoundedweird.
After a few minutes it did.
& so 'they' walked.
But the odd thing is that, only the girl in my dream realised that
it was time to cross the street.
The guy & his pack of girl friends, were at the
other side too engrossed in their conversation to realise.

She continued walking & after being a few metres away from them,
she turned back & they still have not realised the fact
that they have missed the green man.

& most importantly, the guy did not even realise his
girl walking further from them.

Then i remembered her walking pass this cemented walkway?
With those youknow orange-y net things. haha
She walked till she got to this bus-stop-kinda-look place.
& the guy came to catch up with her.

Ah & i remembered she got so mad that she said this, ithink. lol
Ohyea, this dream is amazing, it has dialogues.

"You know its great that you were having fun chatting away
with your girl friends, its so good to be catching up with them isn't it?
Oh, its so damn good that you didn't even notice
your girl being by your side one minute
& being a mile away from you the next.

What am i, insignificant as compared to them?
Ohya, from that scene, i can totally conclude that
iamsofrickinginsignificant."

Something along those lines,
i added some more words to create more dramaaaa. haha

Perhaps this dream is telling me something?
But hey, its just a dream.
&idonotwishforittocometrueatall.
Or perhaps this just shows that i'm insecure?

Some people might think that those
big things you do for your girl is what matters,
but no, small things like this usually matters the most.
A small issue on noticing if shes right there by your side
despite the crowd of friends you're surrounded with,
shows alot of things.

& also I dreamt that I had nothing on my upper body
but this rice sack to cover up my youknowwhat,
& found out that my bra was hanging on a cactus.
WTH, much? lol!

End.

2009-09-03T21:37:00.001+08:00

To whom is may concern;

"You may think that a few cigarettes a week won’t hurt you,
but occasional smoking over the course of a couple of years
can increase your risk of cancer & heart disease.
Its also scary how easy it is to get hooked. About half of young people
who begin smoking “socially” are doing it every day within a year.
In fact, research has found that your brain changes
in ways that make you crave nicotine after just one cigarette."
- Seveenteen Magazine.

I felt a needle pierce right through me when you said -.
This isn't a big thing for me,
cos its not big, its huge.

I see the people you surround yourself with
& it can get a tad bit worrying,
& i am not stereotyping here.

I know i shouldn't be making a big fuss & whatnot.
Its your life, you do what you want to do,
& i have no say on how you live.

Just remember this,
i can't just sit around & do nothing,
when someone i love has his life-span shortened.
& the most tragic thing is that,
you can choose not to.

End.
antismoking much?
congratstothegovernmenttheirantismokingcampaignactuallyworks

2009-08-28T00:33:00.003+08:00

Credit: LJ-user

I feel kinda lost.
I don't know why, but i just do?

I miss having girlfriends;
the girls that you hang everyday
the occasional heart-to-heart talk
the little gossips
& most importantly, laughter.
Besties, i miss you. :(

& i so need to stop being paranoid.
Omg, its seriouslycompletely driving me up the wall.
....but i can't do anything about it.
I just seem to notice all those little things.
Little things that, accordingtomyparanoidmind,
can have big outcomes.

Sometimes i just wish i wouldn't think too much.
or perhaps i'm just asking for more,
more to make this different.
It's either that or i'm just this greedylittlepampered bitch,
who doesn't know a good thing even if it hits me.

If thats the case, someone slap me.

End.

To Highcuts, Groov-E, Ruffjack, Basic Fives': ALL THE BEST FOR SUNTEC HEATS!!! *loves*

2009-08-19T21:43:00.009+08:00

I want to be the girl,
who he thinks is the cutest;
~~not necessarily the hottest or prettiest~~,
but the cutest, because
hottness refers to the body,
and godknowsmineisn'tperfect.
Pretty refers to the face
i know plenty of girls prettier than me;
but cuteness is refering to every
imperfection that he loves.
Every weird little habit,
the funny little things that make me different
from any other girl he could have.
Like how dorky i laugh, or how I like watching horror movies,
or the way my hair smells.
All of the little things he notices and adores.
I want to be that girl.

One more paper this friday
& here comes.....

..HOLIDAYS! :D

;edit -

& so i was observing this couple.
It seems that the bf was totally hogging his phone
while his gf, poor thing, was staring into space.

The whole time i was observing them
it seems that the bf is more interested in texting
than actually talking/spending time with his gf.

Okay a tip for the boys, texting during a date is fine.
In fact, its totally fine.
However, constant contact with your phone
can seem like you'd rather be talking to someone else,
rather than the person sitting right next to you.

Tragic much?
In this case, you can just ask him
to date whoever he's texting,
or better, datehisphone. -.-

End.

2009-08-08T00:41:00.003+08:00

- Exams in less then a week.
- Family.
- S.A.B lovee.
- Friends.
- Performances.

Sorry for not updating much,
i actually wanted to but mood kinda stopped me. haha

Past few days have been eventful, to say the least.

I think i'm developing a slight fever.
Emphasis on the slight, i don't want to get high fever instead.

So after this, am heading the sack.
With flumax tablets, cough syrup ~~& a throat lozenge~~ consumed.
Hopefully, it will help me get better. :)

To Zul: Although you had to say what you had to say & i said what i had to say. We'll still remain friends alright,
i don't see any reason why that should change. :)

To HIGHCUTS: Omg, the competition's next week!! ALL THE BEST OKAY! lovess

To S.A.B love: You're at work now, as i'm typing.
Do get home safe ya!

Till then, wish me luck for tomorrow's perf! :)
& i love our couple rings.

2009-07-27T16:50:00.002+08:00

EFMA class; a snooze fest.
Seriously, you can sleep while the tutor is talking,
it is that mundance. -.-
Am halfway dozing off now.
& also partly cos i slept for only 3 hrs last night. *yawns*

Showcase later @ 7pm.
Can't wait, i feel like i haven't dance for awhile.
& also for the wednesday performance.

End; will update again soon. :)
& i feel like eating waffles again.